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Now i understand why parents tell their children not to get into relationships when they are in JC.It makes so much sense now.The future scares me.
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Nearly half a year of jc has passed,life has been freaking crazy!so much stuff have happened in the short span of 4 months,good and bad.the workload is crazy,totally drowning but i have an awesome class and ccas so i guess that offsets everything else!alright back to the busy life of jc,ADIOS
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"Often we find ourselves moving on, but wanting to go backwards in time. We find comfort in what we’ve done in the past, and although we’re enjoying the present, we can’t stop thinking about how amazing the past was and how much we’d give to be able to go back. We want to make the best of now, but we just can’t seem to let go of the past. I guess looking back on the past is okay, but we should never live in the past. Always make the best of today, because someday, today will become part of your past too."

-runawaytrain

How true

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There are some things that i will never say,never share with anybody else.These things kept deep within the confines of my mind,no,nobody will ever fully know who i really am,no they won't.I will walk this road of mine,alone.
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I hate pretending to be okay when i'm not,you caused me too much pain.i'm going to leave you behind in the past and move on,move on to a happier life,without this fucking ache in my heart anymore.so tired to put on a fake front but i have to,i'm sick and tired of all the questions.
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Wow the last two hours of 2010 left,what can i say,what a year it has been!definitely had its equal share of ups and downs,but no matter what,i guess they all made me stronger,since what doesnt kill you makes you stronger right?sad to say,i have a lot of a lot of regrets,but its too late.damn this procastinative nature of mine.i really am not ready for 2011,there are gonna be so many big changes,so many unknowns.i have to let go of so many things i have grown so familiar and comfortable with,it isn't easy at all.this sudden overwhelming sadness,i don't even know where it's coming,is flooding me.i guess nobody is ever ready,we just have to man up and brave the future.alright then...

BRING IT ON 2011

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I really feel so messed up inside,i don't even know what i'm really feeling,you make me so confused,so frustrated.
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Okay the boredom is starting to get to me,really running out of things to do.ah shit next week getting back results too,shall get ready for the incessant nagging haiz.
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I get it,i get it.it always end up being like this.I know i'm not the one,i never was,never will be anyone's.This world is so superficial,too bad i'm born ugly,fat and repulsive,guess i have to get used to being a social reject.
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